I honestly don't understand your approach.
I was told you were blacklisted for compromising player security. You said something dossing for doxing, either one, and got blacklisted for it.
Also, I'm going off of what I heard, so it doesn't give you a reason to say, "you didn't read" That doesn't really sound "staff like".
You're also saying that you will change your behavior for staffing, shouldn't your behavior be good already? Deny this guy, he obviously isn't fit for staff, arguing on app, witch-hunts, and trolls.